Childhood

I used to talk to the cats.get nervous all the time.go to the toilet very rarely,but when going staying there for long.i used to count the stars before sleeping.i used to play with things who had no soul.i used to run all the time without a point.i used to feel free.i used to feel quilty for being already an adult.

I remember a kiss with a strange girl whose name i couldn’t care less now.i remember getting sick and feeling unfamiliar.i remember being afraid from the wind on the windows.

 

I forget the games,the stray cats,the bikes,the dirt on my knees,football and smoking and drinking and fucking for the first time.

I forget myself as a child.

 

I feel again.as a grownup.

Who wishes to be a child once more.